One thing about being so far away from family and close friends is that I don't have people close by when i want to vent. People here are different. Things here are sometimes done differently. I know that. But really, sometimes, just sometimes, i want to be able to just go up to someone and go URGH! I realize its not the big things that get to me. Its the little, tiny things that built up. When small things happen, i tend to keep it all inside. maybe thats why i usually reach a point where i get so frustrated that i NEED to talk to someone. sorry to anyone who've ever heard me vent before...and thanks for listening.